Saturday, July 11, 2009

Holidays with Buah Pala in Penang and Uighurs in China.

The holidays were nothing but sensational.. The attachment was great, the nights of hanging out, the arranged dates my dear friends set up ( which i found amusing, funny, fun and pocket-shrinking, wood work at M's house and bread pudding) and the list goes on and on.. Save the taxing and energy, i soon placed myself in my own la-la land.

Just moments before stepping into la-la land ( no booze and weeds here, haven't tried) i was 'forcefully interjected into reality when High Chappral came into light. Taking into account my holidays are ending , and non-partisan cum activist friends are around, i took the time to read up the whole issue. Legally speaking, nothing can be done bout Kampung Buah Pala except for the residets to accept the compensation money by the developers.

perhaps it is more wise for the DAP to learn in depth about making promises and fullfiling them. The sentiments really boil down not the lands being taken away, at least that is not the paramount factor, but the promises unkept. The whole fiasco cum rendezvous could have been easily avoided if Mr. LIM (i foud it amusing a bank in Penang hang up his pictures and in gold-colour plated was written Tuan Lim )had not made such promises to the indian folks of High Chappral. Legally, nothing could be done. But, to blame BN in toto is ridiculous. The developers had agreed for compensation money worth RM 200 K . It is a simple rule of do not make a covenant if one can keep it.

But, High Chappral aside, it is sad to see Penang had not seen any development since the take over. And Lim's Tiger Park, is nonsensical and was bombarded by Penanggites. We need no Tiger Park, but what we do need in time for the impending economic recession are jobs and investors. Unless, it is the top-notch idea of Lim that Tigers could generate money, i find Mr Lim a man who only knows about opposing and know nothing about good governance. Penang, i see , is the only state as yet begging the Federal for money. At least, in Selangor, bussinesses are running.

One Malaysia is not only a good notion, but has elevated the current leading government to shun away from the dogma of racial politics. A reform , i here stress that it is a reality reform, has made it clear that BN is progressing forward.

Let us see, Penang in the near future. But, having said that, i have to say Malaysians in Malaysia do enjoy the basic freedom of practising ones own religion without prejudiced and oprression. The Uighurs minorities are not only exploited and oprressed, the death tolls are rising and the blood-shed continues. Perhaps, this would be one lesson for us Malaysians and Muslims to bear in mind, keep and protect what we have in our hands and let not it go the rest..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

A poem for Kuan Yew ; a lesson for the rest

I created especially just for you and other individuals who believes him to be great man, perhaps Kit siang, this is for you too and Nizar have a sense to read.

The keen eyes of the humble man,
The steel mind of the political climber,
Expert at lies , crudes and knotted speech -
Thus has evolution solved a problem,
By finding Devious Man a niche.

People who are skilled at bending the law earn oodles of money
And we call him the learned Senir Minister

People who are skilled at breaking the law earn nothing
And we call them crooks.

People who are skilled at observing people who are skilled
Laugh behind their backs
And quite honestly see no difference.

Now here's a little funny thing,
That that Great Singaporean Dictator
Was once a freedom loving
But now has become

Torment Under The Sun..

Roses are red, violets are blue
Monkeys like you should be kept in the zoo.
Don't feel so angry, you will find me there too
Not in a cage but laughing at you

Friday, June 12, 2009

Attention : Dictator Kuan Yew, Reminder to unqualified Leaders of the Opposition

In recent years, Singapore has acquired a reputation as a country where lawsuits are used against political opponents of the ruling party, in some cases leading to situations where the accused face bankruptcy due to the costs of the legal proceedings. To be as honest as i can be, such a reputation can be attributed to Dictator Kuan Yew

In the ongoing case, Singaporeans were preoccupied with a three-day court hearing in May for the Lees’ defamation suit against Chee, whose Singapore Democratic Party newsletter was charged with defaming them as key figures in the government. The publication had compared the furore over the disclosure of the huge sums of money that the executives of the non-profit National Kidney Foundation (NKF) were earning, with what it called unjustifiably high salaries of government officials. "It is impossible not to notice the striking resemblance between how the NKF operated and how the PAP [People’s Action Party] runs Singapore," the newsletter said in February 2006.

Despite its economic success, local and international civil rights groups have criticized the government for cracking down hard on dissenters and political activists. Street protests are rare and public gatherings of five people or more are banned without a police permit. Singapore represents itself as a democracy with the rule of law and a good place to live and do business. But Singapore is a bully and its strong-arm tactics against critics, domestic or foreign, is unrecognized by the rest of the world, thanks to its carefully crafted public relations strategy designed to show the city-state as a model of government, democracy, economic development and the rule of law.

In 2004, Martyn See directed a documentary on Dr. Chee called Singapore Rebel. It was supposed to be screened at the Singapore International Film Festival but was forced to be withdrawn from the festival and later banned by the Singapore government because of its political content. Singapore's Film Act forbids the production and distribution of "party political" films, which are defined as films "made by any person and directed towards any political ends in Singapore". Martyn See agreed to surrender the film on 29 August 2005 along with his video camera, though he still faces the threat of prosecution. Despite the Singapore government's efforts to stop the distribution of such a documentary, the documentary is available on the Internet

Lee Kuan Yew vs Islam
This is the same man who talk on democracy and forbid Muslim schoolgirls from wearing the hijab at school. This is not only a crime against religion but a crime against human rights. An ‘essence’ of what this man claim to advocate for. I guess he is to smart compared to our Opposition leaders. They are in need of him to enlighten them to be ‘proper’ human beings. How can Kuan yew claim that the Chinese here are being mistreated when the Malays in Singapore are treated like 2nd class citizens. Here, in Malaysia, all races are given their equal religious rights. And, this is vested in Article 11 of our Constitution.

Kuan Yew is full of cock and bull. For a person who believes and advocates for human rights and constantly criticizes Malaysia for being a ‘democracy bully’ , he had himself in his capacity as a Premier and a Senior Minister strip the very foundation of democracy in his country. On March 15, 2008, Chee Soon Juan and 17 others were arrested at a demonstration held outside Parliament and later charged with unlawful assembly. The trial began on October 23, 2008.Fortunately, a team of lawyers, led by Canadian law firm Amsterdam & Peroff in Toronto, has been set up in order to help Dr. Chee defend himself in court and to embarrass Singapore before the world for its failure to uphold the rule of law. The team is headed by Bob Amsterdam (who defended Mikhail Khodorovsky and other high-profile Russians against the oppressive Putin regime), UK defamation expert Anthony Julius (who represented Lady Di) and American law professor William Burke-White.

2006 bankruptcy and contempt of court

On 10 February 2006, Chee was declared a bankrupt by the High Court, after failing to pay S$500,000 in damages awarded to Goh and Lee in the 2001 defamation lawsuit. Upon this bankruptcy order, Chee will not be allowed to stand for elections until February 2011.

On 24 February 2006, Singapore attorney-general filed contempt of court charges against Chee for refusing to answer court's questions and criticising the Singapore judiciary during a bankruptcy petition hearing on February 10. Later, Chee was sentenced to a day in jail and a fine of $6,000, but he failed to pay the fine and was jailed for an additional seven days. He was released on 24 March 2006.

In April 2006, Chee was stopped at the airport as he was preparing to board a flight to Istanbul. He is currently facing a charge for attempting to leave the country without official approval, which he was required to seek as a bankrupt.

Dr Chee Soon Juan

But, it is crucial and thus of paramount importance to know Dr. Chee Soon Juan. And it is highly important for the Opposition Leaders to meet him too. If they can learn from he Tyrant Lee, they can be as humble to meet their counterpart, Dr. Chee , as he is, afterall, an opposition in Spore. Well, sometimes opposition Leaders do need enlightenment.

Dr. Chee Soon Juan is the Secretary-General of the Singapore Democratic Party (SDP).

Chee is a neuropsychologist and received his Ph.D. from the University of Georgia in 1990. He joined SDP in 1992 and became the Secretary-General of SDP, replacing founder Chiam See Tong who left to join the Singapore People's Party. Chee has been convicted and imprisoned several times. Chee lost a defamation lawsuit filed by PAP leaders in 2001. Chee was declared bankrupt in 2006 when he failed to pay the damages. He is in jail at present for contempt of court. He has since been released and will be contesting to be the next Prime Minister in Singapore.

Chee was Honorary Research Associate at the Monash Asia Institute in 1997 and at the University of Chicago in 2001. In 2004, he participated in the Reagan-Fascell Democracy Program at the National Endowment for Democracy in Washington, D.C.. He is the Chairman of the Alliance for Reform & Democracy in Asia, and was a Reagan-Fascell Democracy Fellow at the Washington-based National Endowment for Democracy (2004)[1]. He participated in many international organisations such as World Movement for Democracy and the Forum of Democratic Leaders in the Asia Pacific. He was the recipient of the Defender of Democracy Award 2003 given by the Parliamentarians for Global Action.(wiki, 2009)

NKF scandal

On 21 April 2006, Chee rejected an offer by Health Minister Khaw Boon Wan to call for a Commission of Inquiry to look into his ministry's handling of the NKF Scandal, instead he asked the government to stop all their 'wayang'. This came after the former Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew and his son, the current Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong had demanded an apology from SDP (including Chee) for their slanderous remarks on the NKF in the latest issue of its party newspaper, The New Democrat. In it, SDP insinuated that the government was run like the NKF, and had covered up the infamous NKF Scandal that had rocked Singapore, suggesting corruption at the highest level.

The SDP, its 12 members and its printer, Sum Kwai Lum trading as Melodies Press Company, had until 10am April 25, to respond to the demands for an apology. This apology, according to the text set out in the letters of demand, was to be published in two local dailies on April 27, failing which both leaders would sue all parties involved. But the SDP announced ahead of time they would not be apologising. However, currently all members of the SDP and the printer have apologised except Chee Soon Juan and his sister Chee Siok Chin.
The defamation lawsuit by the PAP leaders Lee Kuan Yew, Lee Hsien Loong and Goh Chok Tong, against Chee, his sister and the SDP for insinuating that the government was run like the NKF is ongoing.

In July 2005, a scandal involving the charity broke out following the collapse of a defamation trial which it brought against Susan Long and Singapore Press Holdings (SPH). This caused a massive backlash and fallout of donors to the charity, and subsequently resulted in the resignation of Chief Executive Officer T.T Durai and its board of directors.

Allegations surrounding the scandal included the false declarations on how long NKF's reserves could last, its number of patients, installation of a golden tap in Durai's private office suite, his salary, use of company cars and first-class air travel. Former NKF patron Tan Choo Leng, wife of Senior Minister Goh Chok Tong, sparked further outrage when she remarked that T.T Durai's pay of "S$600,000 a year is peanuts".

President of the National Council of Social Services, Gerard Ee, has since been appointed as interim chairman of the organisation. A full independent audit on its finances was conducted by KPMG, and a 442-page report released on 19 December 2005 revealed several malpractices by the former NKF board and management. This led to an investigations into the affairs of the charity by the Commercial Affairs Department of the Singapore Police Force . On 17 April 2006, Durai was arrested and charged under the Prevention of Corruption Act by the Corrupt Practices Investigation Bureau.

Dr Chee “I survive financially by selling books. I peddle them on the street. I was trained in academia but after I joined the opposition in 1992 I was sacked and since then nobody will want to work with me. They are frightened of guilt by association,” he said.
He was fired by a person who was a Member of Parliament with the ruling party.
“When I said my sacking was politically motivated, he sued me for defamation. I went to court, lost and the court awarded damages of US$350,000. My wife and I sold our house, car and everything to pay this fine,” he said.

Another two defamation lawsuits resulted in US$400,000 in fines after Dr. Chee raised questions about Singapore’s secret financial support for the corrupt Suharto regime in Indonesia.
“The significance of those cases was we didn’t even go to trial. It was a summary judgment, decided by the judge in chambers without any right to cross examine,” he said.
“A third case in 2006 was a defamation lawsuit by former Prime Minister Lee Kuan Yew and his son, the current Prime Minister, over an article written in our party’s newspaper. Fines were huge [US$610,000] and the judgment was delivered in the judge’s chambers again.”
When Dr. Chee criticized this, the judge said this constituted contempt of court and jailed him this June for 12 days. And his failure to pay fines will also result in more contempt convictions and imprisonment.

Dr. Chee being released from prison.

We can see here clearly, Kuan Yew, had not a single right to criticized Malaysia, when there is blatant clear-cut case where he intefered the Singaporean Judiciary.
Dr. Chee did apply permit to hold peaceful demonstration but this was denied. At least here in Malaysia, there are times where peaceful demos are allowed. The Senior Minister should be learning from us shouldnt he. Bearing in our mind the violation of democracy committed upon learned and respected Singaporeans.

Kuan yew Dictator who run Spore prison

There is still detention witout trial in Singapore, all thanks to Kuan Yew. He had in fact used his ‘fist’ to enforced tyranny in Singapore.
On December 3, 2006, after the doctor at the Queenstown Remand Prison had found traces of blood in Dr Chee's urine, he was admitted to Changi General Hospital. On 10 December 2006, about a dozen of Chee's supporters, including Chee's family and his sister Chee Siok Chin, held a protest march starting at the Speakers' Corner in Singapore and ending at Queenstown Remand Prison where Chee was incarcerated.Several foreign non-government organisations released statements expressing concerns about Chee's health and treatment in prison.

Tun on Kuan Yew-recently
Lee Kuan Yew has much experience. Our politicians know nothing. That is why we have to learn from Singapore. Singapore is a great country, they invest so much money," Tun said. On the third bridge issue, Dr Mahathir said: "If we give sand, then we can get the bridge

Well, nothing more could be added to such well-put and perfected view. Kuan yew, i do hope you read Tun's comment. A person who had read law at Cambridge could at least comprehend Tun's cynic words if the Opposition could not. Well, why not put the brains to good use, for just this one moment, dear Opposition Leaders.

I on Kuan Yew
He is a profound man who leads with his fist in the most classic style. He dictates Spore and hids his atrocities. I give him credits not only for being cunning and a master of vices, but to convince our opposition leaders to craze for him. He had negatived the idiom where a blind cannot lead a blind. Well, such followers are inadequate of knowledge ; we cannot but help feel sorry for them.
I am not here to advocate for Democracy, but I do believe that if a country is going to declare itself a Democracy they should at least offer the basic freedoms it necessitates. There can be no fair election when the opposition cannot be heard. There can be no free people when their voices are silenced. I wish Dr. Chee great success in his movement and hope that those in powerful positions will hear his cry.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Chin Peng ; get lost

I was appalled and aghast by the statement made by the Gerakan Presiden. By, I vehemently believe the notion made by him is known but nothing pertinent. I would say bovine stupidity, if I am allowed to be somewhat audacious, is his mind.

The call of wanting Chin Peng back is nothing mundane. Having said that, I would also be articulate in saying that he heinous crimes toward the country cannot be forgotten. Forgiven ? I would leave that in a closet or at the very least, to the forgiving old veterans whom fought against their atrocities.

Yes, I acknowledge PKM fought against the British. But, I also know of this fact, PKM did want to topple the government and bring communism to this country. Put aside their crimes, such ideology does not fit the locality and geographical atmosphere of this country.

If we were to analyze and go through the arguments raised by the ‘benign’ advocates of Chin Peng, we find them baseless and with not merits. If issues of compassion and sensitivity were put forward, where were those virtues in Chin Peng when he ran over the country killing off innocent citizens and rampaging this beloved nation of ours. It is a good point to note, Chin Peng had committed those crime regardless of race. Even Chinese Malaysians, were executed and tortured.

Therefore, I am against Chin Peng coming back to Malaysia. But, I do would like him to come back. Not to be given pardon, but to face the punishments for his crimes. Perhaps, this where ISA would best fit the purpose as ISA has retrospective clauses. Parliament can enact laws with retrospective effect

Henceforth, With respect I do not think there is merit in the arguments laid by the injudicious , foolish and imprudent ‘ unqualified advocates of Chin Peng’ but support the call made by the PM. His decision is truly wise.

To Chin Peng, I have to say, please be gone and get lost. We do not need a criminal like you here.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


It has been long since I pen down anything in this blog. Doing an attachment is not a formidable excuse, but it puts my hand elsewhere. Safe it is to say my hands are only on clerical work and research.

The new attachment is great and fun. Having said that, everyone save myself supports the opposition. Oh well, affiliation is everyone’s prerogative rights.

I was browsing through my learned brother’s write up on Penanti ( Aizat ) and I have to say the dilemma and predicament facing the Malays are pretty hefty, We are divided into to many factions ; political beliefs being the utmost defect. It is proud for me to say that now the Malays are polished and our minds are opened. However, we face an impending doom of us being not united. We tend to tender to miniscule matters and neglecting, over-looking the fact that we are being watched and attacked silently.

On a larger scale, have we ponder that the immensity of we being a fallback in economy. I am not disputing in anyways the successful Malay entrepreneurs, but, let us compare the hanful that we have to the magnanimous counterparts.

If peoples interest are the main priority of the opposition, why put on stake the interest of those in need of them. Perak, should had it been followed closely, the people are manipulated GREATLY THAT THEY BECOME THE PAWNS OF THE ridiculed.

Now, going onto the main issue.

Kampung Baru - 55,233

Kampung Tersusun - 73,703

128,936 geran tanah

Melayu = 27.66% (35,663 geran)

Cina = 57.49% (74,125 geran)

India = 14.85% (19,146 geran)
Courtesy of

If ketuanan rakyat is the proclaimed message and message intended, why the allocation seems to favour only side of Malaysians. We are all Bangsa Malaysia , equality should be the grounds in any economical aspects. Why the PR led government in Perak seems to favour granting land to Bangsa Malaysia keturunan Cina. The Indians and the Malays are being left. Wher one realizes it , that is a complete different but crucial subject.

I do not mind the land are given to the Bangsa Malaysia berketurunan Cina. An aspect we can learn greatly in them is their willingness to work and their productivity. The working excellence is above par and knowing truly, would make us love their effort and character.

But, it has to be noted here, PR is doing well in states like Selangor and Kedah. Thumbs up for that.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Chinese and Bahasa Malaysia

With only 15 Parliament seats in mostly Malay majority areas as opposed to DAP's 28 Parliament seats in Chinese populated areas, it would be correct to say that DAP is the voice of the Chinese people.-Malaysia kini-

I would have to say that there is some truth in the statement. But, most paramount of all, it is a dire need that Malaysian Chinese ought to first learn and understand the national language. I am giving a mere general statement and acknowledge that there are a handful which do understand and converse well, despite having half a century of Independence.

Chinese schools had to survive mainly on public donations. If so, then go to a national school. With better qualified teachers and facilities your children could learn better. I am against sekolah jenis kebangsaan not on the grounds of racism, but more on patriotism. one could still learn their mother tongue in national school. There should be only one mainstream, the national school. However, what is there to complain, and what is in the essence for a whimp, the Government still do donate cash and let the school run.

Walaupun kita fikir bila mereka hendak sekolah Cina dibantu, kita bantu, sepatutnya mereka membalas budi...macam tidak ada penghargaan terhadap apa yang kita lakukan'.Mahyuddin.

First, let me see, this is bahasa malaysia. I doubt the English language has such vocabularies in their dictionary; these monkeys lack senses in their mind. With special referrence to Michael, Richard Teo and Yum whom had written and gave their 'ungrounded' opinions in an article in Malaysiakini. I am not here to say that i am a Pro Barisan supporter. But, it is essential for them to also put in their neurons it is much wiser to keep silent and be presumed a fool than talk and be proven one. And yes, this is English. Having learn Jurisprudence, a qoute from Thomas would be just nice to give a good taste of medicine on these individuals " Nihil est in intellectu quod non fuerit prius in sensu" ; nothing is first in the intellect that is not first in the senses. I vehemently believe, they lack both, sad but true..

These few individuals could gave their opinions on nearly anything under the sun, but, they forbid another to do so. Where is the freedom of thoughts gentlemen? Rather one sided dont you think so.. It is also essential for one to look carefully into the DPM's statement. That, i leave to you.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Never Quit

When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As every one of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win but think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you're lost.
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow's will.
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are out classed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of your-self before
You can ever win the prize.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Myth vs Reality

16 September 2008, today is april long more???perhaps never..

At least, this is not a myth

Hindraf-set free

i was very shocked as to see these 5 men released from ISA. ISA draconian as it may be, still has its relevance in modern times. Right to be heard is essential, yes, i agree, but, if proven one is a threat to national security, why not just have it?

oh well, back to these 5 machas.. I would applaud the government's call as to set them free, either it is a political strategy or a kind gesture, that would be up for ones interpretation. Though, i would be concurring with the former.

But, all in all, we can now see, there is a few liberalization and less draconian-ism. If one is to propound that dictatorship is back, i would be of the opinion that is not, at least not yet and do hope not.

Segundo(secondly), evidence is tomorrow, got to study..cheh, studi la konon...puwiittt

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Tun meeting the voters

Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad mengambil langkah luar dugaan apabila bersedia turun berkempen membantu calon BN Ismail Saffian, Ahad ini.

Mantan perdana menteri dijadual menemui pengundi di Taman Kaya atau Taman Kota Jaya dalam DUN Changkat Jering.

in a very presidented and wise move Tun came down too woo voters to cast their votes for BN. I cant help but say Vunderva. Is a time of the year where i could say, BN has really buck up and now potraying a stronger image.

The fight against Nizar wont be easy as he was afterall the 'fallen MB' of Perak. But, as it is, with great speakers and calls for a change in UMNO, i reckon, BN might or in fact guive an edge. a good cutting edge i must say.

Perak would be an epic case where the oppostion fell, but, these elections' results will at the very least potray peoples beliefs in BN or PR. But, either ways, this would not be the yardstick to see peoples support. But, as a whole, these elections would be an advantage for BN to show their revolutionised ideas and works.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Di manakah Melayu di zaman ini??

Bismillah, salam and a good morning indeeed.

Aku terbaca blog chedet yang menceritakan tentang Melayu. Maka, aku fikir untuk blog kali ini, aku akan menulis dalam Bahasa Melayu.

Dulu orang Melayu tuan di tanah sendiri. Orang pendatang dan pedagang tunduk dan hormat hinggakan bahasa indah ini menjadi lingua franca di serata dunia. Meskipun, 84 bahasa dipertuturkan di pelabuhan Melaka, bahasa Melayu masih menjadi bahasa utama.

Dulu orang Melayu merantau ke serata dunia, menjadi ambassador ke negara asing. Majunya Melayu kedengaran dari Nuusantara hingga ke Venice dan Pulan Ryukyu.

Dulu, bahasa kita di pelajari, tamadun kita di dimahsyurkan, adat kita di tuntut, dan adab kita menjadi cakapan dan contoh.Dulu, Melayu gah dan Melayu sememangnya tuan di tanah sendiri. Pada masa, orang Melayu imannya kuat, tali pegangan pada Allah utuh,bijak pandai dan berani.

Kini, nama Melayu makin pudar. Bangsanya di-injak-injak. Orangnya dipandang lemah, sehinggakan orang lain bisa memperkotak-katikan bangsanya. Orang luar madah orang Melayu tidak bijak dan korup. Bahasanya makin dipinggirkan. Ekonomi kita dirampas atas kesilapan kita sendiri dan kelemahan kita. Yang masih ada pada kita hanyalah kuasa politik, dan itupun makin hilang dari genggaman kita. Dahulunya, orang kita bersatu dan bersama. Kini kita dipisahkan hinggakan aku sendiri tidak tahu berapa puak. Aduh, ketuanan Melayu hanya fantasi dan omong-omong kosong. Pada nama, kita memang tuan, pada hakikat kita hanyalah sahaya di negeri sendiri.

Tapi sedih dan lagi memilukan, kita kurang sedar hakkat ini.kita alpa.

Sudah tiba satu 'revolusi' di terapkan.Revolusi mengubah orang Melayu. Satu revolusi memajukan minda orang.Satu revolusi mengajak orang Melayu belajar dari sejarah, dari kesilapan dari kealpaan.

It is high time for us to better ourselves, religiously. And, not to forget the call of nationalism does not ceased. Tapi, kini, kita diserang habis-habisan. Bahasa Melayu dipinggirkan, hak orang melayu dipersoalkan, dan nama Allah pun orang kafir ini ingin gunakan demi muslihat mereka sendiri..Aduhai, keris pun hendak di hentam.

Tapi, bagus jugak kini, kesedaran dah mula timbul. Ramai orang Melayu makin pandai. Islam tidak dipinggirkan.. aku bukan racist.Tapi, sepertimana lim kit siang ingin memperjuangkan orang cina, orang-orang Melayu lain dan aku jugak ingin memperjuangkan orang Melayu. aku hanya ingin orang Melayu gah seperti dulu; baik dari akdemik, ekonomi dan politik.

I am not ardent of a supremacy of one race, do not get me wrong. Malaysia is for all malaysian regardless of beliefs, creeds, race and walk oflife.But, what i ardently desire is for the Malays to rise and be strong and in be respected. That one day, when our grandchildren and our grandchildren's children look into the history book, he could be proud of being a Muslim Malay. I miss and long for the days where Melayu inculcate within themselves Islamic aspects and Malay traditions. The days where, all nations fear us not because of tyranny but of respect. the respect that we are so advance in all fields. aku rindu masa pabila naluri bersulamkan fikiran.

perjuangan masih belum selesai, lebih-lebih lagi pada ketika ini.

sorry ade unsur inggeris, dah terlalu biasa ber-blog ini inggeris.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Malaysia, a new dawn

Bangga melihat Tun , Najib dan badawi berpeluk dan berjabat. I guess, Malaysia is going to see a new dawn..A better future...


I am listening to song which i find difficulty searching the title. Fell in love with it when i watch Definitely, maybe. A box of Marlboro is accompanying me.

it is a gloomy afternoon.. The sun is not shining as it always do. The flowers are blooming beautifully and the grass are evergreen. The mood changes today. Everything goes slow and birds are chirping. The sound so intrinsic and wonderful. I am sipping a cup of coffee and inhaling my red Marly.

But, the night before, was one of the nights i would think i made a move of which i had full conviction. It is not about me being whom i am not and me having any other intentions. At least not that night and not now. What lies ahead is something i cannot foresee and know. That night was me being concerned, me being who i am, much as i know what may be installed ahead of me. I did what i wanted not because of i wanted to be stubborn, but because i was deeply concerned. I know such actions would be 'detrimental' to me. But, at times the heart is worth following. Much needed attention to.

That would definitely,maybe be my last. Though, i very much doubt that. It is difficult when being concern would be construed as to being too concerned. A gesture would be defined as an affection. But, even so, i still find myself sure of what i am doing. i am firmed as to say that I am doing what i should have done as a friend.

That would be one reason as to why i said definitely,maybe..

Thursday, March 12, 2009

PPSMI detained?

The most outrageous call from the police force. Malaysiakini has reported that these individuals will be questioned. Much as it is said as such, the outcomes is usually is these individuals will be detained.

But, procedurally speaking, publishing their names on mass media is procedurally wrong. The police should have issued the notices to these individuals privately. Second, in any events, taking these brave men behind bars is in violation of fundamental rights. These men and the rest of those whom had attended the gathering were mere doing a peaceful demonstration. Permits for such demonstration, may not have been given, but at the end of the day, how many permits have been issued really?

If ht e demos were conducted by the GOV, permits are issued most instantaneously. But, here, whenever non-gov or at the very least to show disapproval of the gov, these permits are never issued. even if such issuance were given, the permits are revoked either on the day before or on the day itself.

Presiden PAS Datuk Seri Abdul Hadi Awang dan Sasterawan Negara Datuk A Samad Said, erakan Mansuhkan PPSMI (GMP) Datuk Dr Hasan Ahmad, Timbalan Presiden PAS Nasaruddin Mat Isa serta Mohamad Sabu, Salahuddin Ayub dan ketua penerangan Datuk Mahfuz Omar, PKR Saifuddin Nasution Ismail, GMP Dr Shaharir Mohd Zain, Dr Abdullah Hasan, setiausaha GMP Hasni Abas, Che Shamsudin Othman (Dinsman), Mohammad Faizal Abd Aziz, Aizad Mohd Saleh, Muhammad Haafizuddin Abirerah,Pemuda PAS Kamarulzaman Mohamad , ketua Angkatan Muda PKR Shamsul Iskandar Mohd Akin, Khairul Anuar Ahmad Zainuddin, exco penerangan Pemuda PAS Suhaizan Kaiat, GMP Ainon Mohd, Idris Ahmad and ketua Angkatan Muda PKR Batu Rozan Azen Mat Rasip are the listed 22 individuals asked for questioning and assisting the police.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

honourary doctrote for mismanaging the country anyone?

congrats Don Doh Lah for his greatest achievement ; mismanaging the beloved Antartica Land. A local uni, prestigious and with a long history of intellectual founders is going to confer him with a doctrate next week..

I tried in my best judgment and common sense the few reasons he ought to be confered with an honourary doctrate. I come to a conclusion that is a waste of time and a great insult to my common sense. But. in spirit of the joyful and truthfulness of the Antarticans i have to list down these following reasons.

We award you on these following grounds :
firstly, mismanaging the country
secondly, bringinf our economy down
thirdly, sleeping too much
fourthly, speaking nonscence on both mass media and international conferrence
fifthly, IDP groth is still zero, damn no increase

Nous vous décerner sur ces motifs suivants : premièrement, gère mal le pays d'autre part, bringinf notre économie, troisièmement, dormir trop quatrièmement, parlant nonscence sur deux médias et international conferrence cinquièmement, IDP groth est toujours zéro, damn aucune augmentation ( Antartica Land second language, french)

Nosotros le concedemos en estos motivo siguiente: antes que nada, administrando mal el país en segundo lugar,
bringinf nuestra economía abajo tercermente, durmiendo demasiado cuartamente, hablando nonscence en ambos medios de
comunicación y conferrence internacional quintamente, groth de PID es todavía pone a cero, no maldice aumento(Spanish being the third)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Utusan Penipu-niah VS CM Prince of Wales Island

Ketua Menteri Pulau Pinang, Lim Guan Eng hari ini menafikan bahawa kerajaan negeri itu telah menubuhkan Majlis Perundingan Antara Agama dan menyifatkannya sebagai satu fitnah terhadap Kerajaan Negeri Pulau Pinang

aku ingat Utusan Penipu-niah memberi berita benaqr, tapi aku sedih berita dipalsukan, malah bunch of deceitful liars ini lebih suka mengkhabarkan yang palsu dari yang benar.Aduh deh, kenapa sudah jadi begini? Sudah hilangkah nilai honesty...Ke fikrah mereka lebihkan ketuanan Melayu seperti fikran zionist yang fanatik Ketuanan Zionistma

Oh well, these hipocrits will still be the same. Today, the buffoons left one crucial part in their front page of Utusan Penipu-niah..We didnt get sued.In fact nothing was said about a suit of defamation being the words of Lingam " Dey, Macha stop lying daa...we know u got suit...bloody spill it yar, ammma"...

this hypocrisy doesnt end just there my learned readers. ... there will be more manifested errors and manifolds to come...let us wait for the second episode of this sitcom Utusan Penipu-niah, dan segala penipuan yang kami banggakan...

goodness sake, i got an exam at 8.30 tonight, professional practice...sigh...study2x

Companero ibnu Qadir

To My brother Hafidz Hakimi ,

Assalamualaikum, may this letter reach you in the best of health. I am never goods with words and to speak in Bahasa Malaysia is not difficult, but in expressing my feelings in the national language I truly find difficulties ; even in the midst of PPSMI.
So here goes. Kimi, you have always been my brother, always am and always will, inshaALLAH. In time when I traverse through wrong path and roads, you were always there to advice in the wisest manner and most effective way. For that, I am greatly indebted to you.
I am shameful of myself and whenever I think again, I was never there where you are down to give you support and be there to give a helping hand. Life has it many mischievous tricks, off which I fell into its traps, sadly and unfortunately.
My sincerest and deepest apologies for the time I have been forgetful and for times not being there. Sentimental as this letter may sound, that is another reflection of me. True, our wittings best reflect whom we are.
And again, after not being there for you, you were there especially this semester to get my foot back to the path I should traverse and walk in spite of being in absence in times you were in need of friends. But Allah is kind, He blessed with you with friends and brothers. You know who they are better than I do. Allah is there always for His faithful servants such as you.
In this letter, much as I may and can thank you, in reality words of gratitude and thanks are insufficient. However, knowing you, and yes I know, among all friends that I have you know me best, you will humbly say it’s your responsibly and give thanks to Allah. You are a friend who knows my darkest ebbs, times when I’m down, troubled and blue. But, I do know for some surety, I may and in fact do not know you as well as you know me. For that, I feel very discreditable.
I can only now wish and pray that Allah The Most Merciful and Compassionate, bless you and shower His blessings and barakah upon you..For only Him can give you the best of everything for I a humble servant of Him cannot do. My late father, whom I revered him as Walid wrote to on my 12th birthday, he returned to rahmatullah a month later, on my birthday card “ … zack, as you grow up I am getting old, … , remember this , for wisdom cannot be bought but only through knowledge and experience” . This, I haven’t told anyone except for a few close relatives and you my dear brother.
I end this letter by wishing you ‘Thank you very much”.
P.S – Hasta la Victoria siempre.

Fondest Regards,

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

IDP Growth + political limbo = The Unhealthy Malaya

Over the last two months, the Malaysian economy had performed worse than market expectations.

The industrial production index fell sharply across all segments for the second consecutive month in November by 7.7 per cent year-on-year, its steepest since 2001.

Gross exports declined further by 4.9 per cent year-on-year in November as demand for Malaysian goods from major markets that have fallen into recession dissipated and commodity prices plummeted.

In view of the economic downturn, many companies are starting to cut production and minimise losses incurred by freezing recruitment, shortening working hours and even retrenching some staff.

The unemployment rate is expected to go up to 4.7 per cent by 2009 vis-a-vis the official figure of 3.5 per cent, despite the government's target of reducing 400,000 foreign workers annually in Malaysia between now and 2010

With such pressing issues, we have leaders of our dearly beloved Malaya 'indulging' themselves on trivial matters. Perhaps member of parliaments ( not all, but a few, and good heavens we know them) prefer sitting down, dining, drinking wine , karaoke-ing, getting a piece of the cherry and pops it or getting it popped rather than doing anything in saving the beats of economical aid we can have.

With the abundance of resources, we could deviate from the impending economic doom. Yes, with no political stability, there is no assurance of good governance. However, interest of the people first dearly elected member of Parliaments. And please MPs, those whom have promise with abundance of sweetness and hope, convey them for your covenant is important. In the words or Che Guevara " Words that do not match deeds are unimportant " ....

The monopoly capitalists - even while employing purely empirical methods - weave around art a complicated web which converts it into a willing tool. The superstructure of society ordains the type of art in which the artist has to be educated. Rebels are subdued by its machinery and only rare talents may create their own work. The rest become shameless hacks or are crushed. - Ernesto Che Guevara

I end this post with this for us to ponder, think, and think, and think and thus analyze. "The rise of Islam offers the most impressive example in world history of the power of words to alter human behavior in sudden, surprising ways, in politics, economy and a flawless legal system "

Farewell Letter to Fidel

Though Guevara had returned to Cuba on March 14, 1965, his absence from public functions soon excited comment and, as the months went by, became an international mystery. Finally, on October 3, during the televised ceremony of the presentation of the newly established Central Committee of the Communist Party of Cuba, Castro, in the presence of Guevara's wife and children, read the following letter. Castro explained that the letter had been delivered to him back in April and that Guevara had left the timing of its disclosure to Castro's discretion. He had delayed so long in making it public out of concern for Guevara's security and, for the same reason, could not divulge his present whereabouts.

* * *

Fidel: At this moment I remember many things -- when I met you in Marfa Antonia's house, when you suggested my coming, all the tensions involved in the preparations.

One day they asked who should be notified in case of death, and the real possibility of that fact affected us all. Later we knew that it was true, that in revolution one wins or dies (if it is a real one). Many comrades fell along the way to victory.

Today everything is less dramatic, because we are more mature. But the fact is repeated. I feel that I have fulfilled the part of my duty that tied me to the Cuban Revolution in its territory, and I say good-bye to you, the comrades, your people, who are already mine.

I formally renounce my positions in the national leadership of the party, my post as minister, my rank of major, and my Cuban citizenship. Nothing legal binds me to Cuba. The only ties are of another nature -- those which cannot be broken as appointments can.

Recalling my past life, I believe I have worked with sufficient honor and dedication to consolidate the revolutionary triumph. My only serious failing was not having confided more in you from the first moments in the Sierra Maestra, and not having understood quickly enough your qualities as a leader and a revolutionary.

I have lived magnificent days, and I felt at your side the pride of belonging to our people in the brilliant yet sad days of the Caribbean crisis.

Seldom has a statesman been more brilliant than you in those days. I am also proud of having followed you without hesitation, identified with your way of thinking and of seeing and appraising dangers and principles. Other nations of the world call for my modest efforts. I can do that which is denied you because of your responsibility as the head of Cuba, and the time has come for us to part.

I want it known that I do it with mixed feelings of joy and sorrow: I leave here the purest of my hopes as a builder, and the dearest of those I love. And I leave a people who received me as a son. That wounds me deeply. I carry to new battlefronts the faith that you taught me, the revolutionary spirit of my people, the feeling of fulfilling the most sacred of duties: to fight against imperialism wherever it may be. This comforts and heals the deepest wounds.

I state once more that I free Cuba from any responsibility, except that which stems from its example. If my final hour finds me under other skies, my last thought will be of this people and especially of you. I am thank- ful for your teaching, your example, and I will try to be faithful to the final consequences of my acts.

I have always been identified with the foreign policy of our revolution, and I will continue to be. Wherever I am, I will feel the responsibility ofbeing a Cuban revolutionary, and as such I shall behave. I am not sorry that I leave my children and my wife nothing material. I am happy it is that way. I ask nothing for them, as I know the state will provide enough for their expenses and education.

I would like to say much to you and to our people, but I feel it is not necessary. Words cannot express what I would want them to, and I don't think it's worth while to banter phrases.

Ever onward to victory! Our country or death!
I embrace you with all my revolutionary fervor.


Elizabeth Wong Vs Chua Soi Lek

I admire Miss Elizabeth Wong for having tendered his resignation over the nude photographs which are being circulated. Set and put aside of up and coming allegations that picts were the work of the other side, her concept of ministerial responsibility should and must be given credit.Furthermore, she is an important leader with a good track record.

Having tendered her resignation, like Chua, she has shown to the rakyat that she is committed to the people and under the code of ethic and morality she stood down in line with PR mode of politics having respect for morality.

However, a point to be noted, PR leader must accept her resignation. Yes, three of their men under shameful act of having no stand or lalang left the part and loosing Eli would be a hit to them, still by doing so PR would gain morality and respect of the people. In traversing politics, the people's respect and admiration will develop their support for PR. Aftermuch condemnation over Mr Chua, it is only fair for PR to accept the resignation. This would be one mode for PR to gain popularity.

Hope, Pr will consider the issue carefully. Liva revolution

Where a government has come into power through some form of popular vote, fraudulent or not, and maintains at least an appearance of constitutional legality, the guerrilla outbreak cannot be promoted, since the possibilities of peaceful struggle have not yet been exhausted. - Commandante Ernesto Che Guevara
Hasta siempre Comandante [Español]

Aprendimos a quererte
desde la histórica altura
donde el sol de tu bravura
le puso cerco a la muerte.


Aquí se queda la clara,
la entrañable transparencia,
de tu querida presencia
Comandante Che Guevara.

Tu mano gloriosa y fuerte
sobre la historia dispara
cuando todo Santa Clara
se despierta para verte.


Vienes quemando la brisa
con soles de primavera
para plantar la bandera
con la luz de tu sonrisa.


Tu amor revolucionario
te conduce a nueva empresa
donde esperan la firmeza
de tu brazo libertario.


Seguiremos adelante
como junto a ti seguimos
y con Fidel te decimos:
!Hasta siempre, Comandante!


Until Always [English]

We learned to love you
from the heights of history
with the sun of your bravery
you laid siege to death


The deep (or beloved) transparency of your presence
became clear here
Commandante Che Guevara

Your glorious and strong hand
fires at history
when all of Santa Clara
awakens to see you


You come burning the winds
with spring suns
to plant the flag
with the light of your smile


Your revolutionary love
leads you to a new undertaking
where they are awaiting the firmness
of your liberating arm


We will carry on
as we did along with you
and with Fidel we say to you:
Until Always, Commandante!

Monday, February 16, 2009

Hasta la victoria siempre

viva le comandante che guevara y que viva el revolution

Thursday, February 5, 2009

British jobs for British workers

Gordon Brown's famous 'British jobs for British people' speech of a year back

It is time to train British workers for the British jobs that will be available over the coming few years," he told the union in Brighton, just a month before taking over as Prime Minister.

He went on to outline plans to help reduce the tally of 30,000 Londoners who had been unemployed for more than a year by ensuring an estimated 200,000 Olympics-related vacancies in hotels, retail and hospitality as well as construction would mean apprenticeships for the local jobless.

The idea of "British workers for British jobs" was clearly nationalistic but it did imply that the aim was to equip Britons to fill vacancies, which is what Mr Brown now insists he meant all along.

Hopefully, one day, Malaysia would say " Malaysia's jobs for Malaysians only"

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

In the case of Perak, Lord Presiden V 3 others

Aiyoyoyo.Ammma apppa.wangga wangga BN.BN aah, lai lai mo chow cho ah. what happen wei? I was shocked amazed perplexed and rather intimidated when 3 men ( if they are men in all senses) left PKR. But, in all sincerity, Adun BOTA@ enCik ( emphasis added on Cik- or Miss in Englis) Siti Lalang left Umno for PKR and then back to UMNO. And i was thinking that only adolescents were Lalang(men with no stand)Shameful it is a sight to see.

But, well, as the grundnorm, BN is in control. Adios Pakatan and heavy heartedly hello Barisan. This would be a day worth remembering. If i do grow old, InshaALLAH, i will tell my cucu " my grand-cucus, when Tok Lid was young and handsome, even i am handsome today, i witness Perak's turmoil. But, being young, di gari dan diikat kaki dgn besi lutsinar, i cannot do much..Those were the days la...even your Walid(father) was not born yet..ur grandma pun belum lahir lagi"

Sad as it may seem, whther constitutionally right or wrong, let us see what will happen in future. The burden of deliverance is on Barisan. Bad news, lots have to be done, good news , they do well, PRU 13 will be a landslide on theirsight. Though, i would prefer the state of affairs as it is. Our rights and complains heard, and everyone is rushing to do the best for us.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

By Kahlil Gibran

I was here from the moment of the
Beginning, and here I am still. And
I shall remain here until the end
Of the world, for there is no
Ending to my grief-stricken being.

I roamed the infinite sky, and
Soared in the ideal world, and
Floated through the firmament. But
Here I am, prisoner of measurement.

I heard the teachings of Confucius;
I listened to Brahma's wisdom;
I sat by Buddha under the Tree of Knowledge.
Yet here I am, existing with ignorance
And heresy.

I was on Sinai when Jehovah approached Moses;
I saw the Nazarene's miracles at the Jordan;
I was in Medina when Mohammed visited.
Yet I here I am, prisoner of bewilderment.

Then I witnessed the might of Babylon;
I learned of the glory of Egypt;
I viewed the warring greatness of Rome.
Yet my earlier teachings showed the
Weakness and sorrow of those achievements.

I conversed with the magicians of Ain Dour;
I debated with the priests of Assyria;
I gleaned depth from the prophets of Palestine.
Yet, I am still seeking truth.

I gathered wisdom from quiet India;
I probed the antiquity of Arabia;
I heard all that can be heard.
Yet, my heart is deaf and blind.

I suffered at the hands of despotic rulers;
I suffered slavery under insane invaders;
I suffered hunger imposed by tyranny;
Yet, I still possess some inner power
With which I struggle to great each day.

My mind is filled, but my heart is empty;
My body is old, but my heart is an infant.
Perhaps in youth my heart will grow, but I
Pray to grow old and reach the moment of
My return to God. Only then will my heart fill!

I was here from the moment of the
Beginning, and here I am still. And
I shall remain here until the end
Of of world, for there is no
Ending to my grief-stricken being

Politicians' Dramas

The dilemma facing and infecting our culture is off party hoping. Or at least that is one of the most prevalent views.

But, let me put forth a few of my opinions on this 'dilemma'. The parties in Malaysia is very unique unlike other political parties in the rest of the continents. Each part with their own ideologies ranging from a move towards an Islamic nation, racial politics, equality etc. That would perhaps had such hoping, other than the issue of popularity.

But, moving and departing from this, I would like to narrow the issue towards a different light- the issue of deliverance.

MPs has in the past and present gave a million and one promises. But, sadly and surely their promises remain promises unfulfilled. Well, i must say these are the the ardent and faithful followers of the principle ' Promises are meant to be broken". My applause. Job well done pessimist leaders of the school of the "Un-thought"

My appraisal to MPs whom promise and delivered. Salute. But, my insincere condolences to discourteous MPs who do otherwise. Shame on you.

I am not against Party Hopping. Right to affiliation is vested in the constitution.

I will say something though. It is high time for leaders to sit on a round table
discussing on the impeding economic downturn. That is by far the cardinal importance of the country's future.

Putting that as agenda number two is equivalent as being a fool.The future and good governance of the country is the main objective of the leaders of this soil, isn't it not. So is the future of Gaza. The issue is not whether the attacks are debatable and mootable rightly or wrongly. But, the imperative move is to unite. Isn't it shameful enough for us to see Hugo Chaves chased out an Israel diplomat ( i admire this man and may Allah give him guidance) and seeing Arab leaders sitting as scared as mice and holding their grey haired balls. Shameful for them to have balls when they are not man enough to stand up. SHAME ON YOU ARAB LEADERS!!!!!!!!

what is the most they can do?talk dine, wine, women (ooops, are there men too)My humblest apologies for the audacity, but in truth they have done nothing really. 60 years my companeros' is a bloody hell of a long time, ain't it not?

Some truth from Bernama

EC Decides Changkat Jering And Behrang Not Vacant

PUTRAJAYA, Feb 3 (Bernama) -- The Election Commission today decided that the Perak State Legislative Assembly seats for Changkat Jering (N14) and Behrang (N58) are not vacant as they are still held by the incumbent Assemblymen.

Its Chairman, Tan Sri Abdul Aziz Mohd Yusuf, said this was because the EC found that there were doubts over the letters of resignation from Mohd Osman Jailu as the Assemblyman for Changkat Jering and Jamaluddin Mohd Radzi as the Assemblyman for Behrang.

"The EC had looked into the matter thoroughly from the various legal aspects and hereby inform that there are doubts over the resignation letters by the incumbent Assemblymen for the two seats.

"It is also in view of the fact that both Assemblymen have consciously confirmed that both letters are not authorised," he told reporters here.

As such, he said, the EC could not exercise the power under Article 36 (5) of the Perak State Constitution in determining that there were casual vacancies.

Earlier at 11am, Abdul Aziz chaired a special meeting of the commission which lasted almost two hours to discuss the issue following the announcement by Perak State Assembly Speaker V. Sivakumar in a statement that Jamaluddin and Mohd Osman had submitted their letters of resignation as State Assemblymen for Behrang and Changkat Jering respectively on Sunday.

On the other hand, Jamaluddin, in a two-page statement which was distrbuted to the media yesterday denied that he had sent the letter to Sivakumar vacating the seat as had been reported.

Jamaluddin said the report was baseless and he also denied that he had absconded but was on medical leave since last Wednesday.

Meanwhile, Mohd Osman lodged a police report at the Shah Alam Police Headquarters through a representative on the issue concerning the seat vacancy.

At the press conference here, Abdul Aziz had confirmed receiving two letters, one from Sivakumar and the other from Jamaluddin and Mohd Osman yesterday.

Sunday, February 1, 2009


This is something that i have to write (there copy paste here n there) to clear my neurons from admiration and affection.Well, here goes.

This magic moment
So different and so new
Was like any other
Until I kissed you

And then it happened
It took me by suprise
I knew that you felt it too
By the look in your eyes

Sweeter than wine
Softer than the summer night
Everything I want I have
Whenever I hold you tight

This magic moment
While you lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever til the end of time


Sweeter than wine
Softer than the summer night
Everything I want I have
Whenever I hold you tight

This magic moment
While your lips are close to mine
Will last forever
Forever til the end of time

Magic moment......
Magic moment......
Magic moment......

( i didnt kiss, or was with her though.neither do i take wine.haraam .but seeing her from afar is wonderful..though i know it is nearly impossible to get her...hahaha )

Friday, January 30, 2009


انق كچيل ماءين اڤي
تربكر هاتيڽ يڠ سڤي
ايرمات داره برچمڤور كريڠت
بومي دڤيجق ميليق اورڠ

نينيق مويڠ كاي راي
ترڬاداي سلوروه هرتا بندا
عقيبة سڠكتا سسام كيت
چيتا لڽڤ د اروس زمان

ايندهڽ بومي كيت اين
واريثن بركورون لاماڽ
حاصيل مڠالير ك تاڠن يڠ لاين
ڤريبومي مرينتيه سنديري

ماس دڤن سوڠڬوه كلام
كن لڽڤ ڤريستيوا سمالم
ترتوتوڤ هاتي تركونچي ماتي
مرواه ڤريبادي ده هيلڠ

كيني كيت چوما تيڠڬل كواس
يڠ اكن مننتوكن بڠسا
برساتوله هاتي برسام بربقتي
ڤوليه كمبالي هرڬ ديري

كيت سوده تياد ماس
ماجوله دڠن ڬاڬه ڤركاس
جاڠنله ترلالاي تروسكن اوسها
ملايو كن ڬاڬه د نوسنتارا

Sedih lihat Bangsaku dijajah

Sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lagi menyayat dari melihat bangsaku dijajah,
Dan tidak ada yang lagi menyedihkan dari membiarkan bangsaku dihina.

Ekonomi kita dipegang pendatang sedangkan tanah ini dijaga nenek moyang kita.
Kita memagari bumi ini daripada dijajah tapi hasilnya dimakan oleh oleh orang lain.

Benar Melayu mudah lupa,
Acap kali kita bersengketa,
Bumi kita pijak kini bukan lagi 'milik' kita,
Jangan sampai hilang warisan kita.

Perjuangan kemerdekaan kita masih belum selesai. Tapi kita tidak harus tegar dan berputus asa agar satu hari nanti orang Melayu akan mahsyur di dunia. Bukannya dengan rempit, 3gp dan gam tetapi kerana agamanya, akalnya dan tamadunnya.

جاڠن كيت هونوسكن كريس دان ڤارڠ،
ڬوناكنله اقل دان فيكيرن،كمباليقن ايكونومي ملايا د تاڠن كيت، دان هاڤوسكنله حسد دڠكي سسام كيت.باڠونله بڠسا ملايو

Lagu ini bertajuk Warisan

Anak kecil main api
Terbakar hatinya yang sepi
Airmata darah bercampur keringat
Bumi dipijak milik orang

Nenek moyang kaya raya
Tergadai seluruh harta benda
Akibat sengketa sesama kita
Cita lenyap di arus zaman

Indahnya bumi kita ini
Warisan berkurun lamanya
Hasil mengalir ke tangan yang lain
Pribumi merintih sendiri

Masa depan sungguh kelam
Kan lenyap peristiwa semalam
Tertutup hati terkunci mati
Maruah peribadi dah hilang

Kini kita cuma tinggal kuasa
Yang akan menentukan bangsa
Bersatulah hati bersama berbakti
Pulih kembali harga diri

Kita sudah tiada masa
Majulah dengan gagah perkasa
Janganlah terlalai teruskan usaha
Melayu kan gagah di Nusantara 3x

( lagu ini akan saya blog dalam Jawi soonest possible)

Editor's Note

First of all, i would like to make a few issues clear. First, it is to be noted that I am not a racist. Being a Muslim, such hatred towards races and creeds is a sin. Second, in all sincerity, I merely want to remind myself (i am a Malay) and Malays to learn from history and improve ourselves. Just as much as any other races in Malaysia fights to keep their heritage, i too would do the same. No hard feelings.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

باڠونله بڠساكو

السلام عليكم

سوده تيبا ماسڽ اونتوق اكو منوليس دالم بهاس اكو سنديري. بوكن كران اكو اين ملايو تاڤي اكو سايڠ بهاس اكو يڠ يڠ اينده اين.

دهولو كالا، ڤهلاون ملايو ملاك ڤرنه برماده " تق اكن هيلڠ ملايو د دنيا". جيتو بنر كاتڽ، تاڤي ماسيه اد لاڬيكه ملايو يڠ برجيوا بنر-بنر ملايو يڠ ايڠينكن يڠ باءيق اونتوق بڠساڽ دان ماهوكن بڠساڽ ماجو دان بوكن لاڬي موندور. بوكنكه بڠسا ااوني يڠ ڤرنه ممڤلوڤوري رنتاو لاوت هيڠڬ ك ڤولاو روكيو ﴿جيڤون﴾. كيت ماسيه برمندي دالم ميمڤي-ميمڤي دان كنڠن سرتا سجاره سداڠكن كيت هاروس مڠهيدوڤكن سمولا سجاره ايت.

بڠسا ملايو بڠسا يڠ كوات سچارا تولوس اكو بركات. كيت منڤوڽاءي راماي چرديق ڤنداي راماي فلسفه دان كاريا-كاريا يڠ برهرڬ هيڠڬكن سي ڤنجاجه برنام رفليس ڤرنه مڽلودوڤ كاريا-كاريا كيت.

مك، سوده تيبا ماس اونتوق كيت اونتوق تيدق لاڬي دبواي ميمڤي-ميمڤي دان ماسيه برلينا د سياڠ دان مالم هاري. كورڠكن له تيدور كيت، بواڠله توڠات كيت اتاوڤون ڬوناكنڽ اونتوق مماجوكن ديري كيت سنديري.

سوده تيبا دان مونچول ماس اونتوق بڠسا ملايو اونتوق ممونوڤولي ايكونومي دان مڠمباليقن ككايأن نڬري اين اونتوق انق چوچو كيت.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

بهاس ملايو، بهاس اكو ماكين هيلڠ

Tracing history as far as miles could go, i could not but help listening to elder generations whom have have always quoted ' u know young man, Pak Ali missed those day when Muthu, Chong and Pak Ali would go to the river and bathe together and had not a single sentiment amongst us'

Looking and pondering upon this, i came to a standstill (every so often) that there was a time in history there was no racial sentiments. Everyone seems to be happy mixing and cordially talking to one another with the most fond of love.

But, as wheel has its ups and downs so is the life and turn over that is faced by the younger generation; our generation really.

There are times i ponder the crux of the problem Does racial sentiment exist due to the kiasu attitude, the deceits and putar-belit norms or the rights and privileges that some enjoy ( though in truth many of its have been stripped off and abused by corrupted and wine deranged buffoons ).

an hour discussion on this would not only produce a million reasons and a billion solutions, but a pathetic and disappointing implementation.

Melentur buluh biarlah dari rebungnya" Yes, u may and can an old dog a new trick, but why waste time when time is money and procrastination is worst of vices. It is time to inculcate in the minds of the adolescents the sense of being a truly Malaysian.

I adore the Baba and Nyonya as they speak fluent and conversant Bahasa Malaysia. And, we still find some others who find speaking in Bahasa passe and nausea-tic ( kindly note there is no such thing in the God save the Queen language as nausea-tic)
If the in Indonesia we find the non-Malays speaks Bahasa so jolly good well, even better to a certain extend in comparison to Malay in our soil. My dearly beloved soil,Malaysia.

This come from a very disheartening event where Mr A as Malaysian, could hardly speak in Bahasa. Then i asked him, were you abroad all this while? in a very cynical and sarcastic manner he replied nope, is just i find Bahasa is off no use. I was first mad and furious, but showing anger and punch on the face is not at all the custom of a Malay. So, i 'smack' him in a more gentlemanly style and replied ' my, what a shame, you ought to change your citizenship. After all, in this economic uncertainty, having you off another planet would be a blessing. Indeed, at the end of the day, if you dont love the national language why enjoy pillaging its resources' ( well, the thing is, being sarcastic is not hard at all for me, it was in fact a service i provide for free and a leisure i splendidly enjoy). Mr A turn red and was rather furious. Avoiding conflicts and unnecessary battery, i became a man of a few words and walked off after a au grande cynical smile.

As walk, i lit up my Marlboro ( and yes, i am a smoker trying to quit - say TAK NAK) and keep on bogging on my mind whether to blog this. I guess, you know the answer.

And yes while writing this (typing would be the appropriate word) blog, i'm having a cup of coffee and tuning to ABBA compilations.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Campus Election UIA

It is to my disappointment that the campus politics in UIA has become rather unbecoming and has in every way 'blacken and darken' the spirit of the university

Newsletter distributed for sympathy votes and accusing and defaming student bodies has shown to us the characters of our future leaders. Looking back at the establishment of the university, it was built with the spirit, vision and mission of building up a Muslim character in its students( in English, students are university students, which many of us have misunderstood it by defining it to be pupils). Back the election has given us a thorough picture of student bodies claiming to unite for Islam instead has very much went against its principles.

i have to be nothing but honest on this issue. First, let me make my stand clear clear before having faced with unnecessary remarks. My stand is one and only one, for an Islamic state and the unity of the ummah. As far as other prevalent issues are concern, my blog will best define me. But, i am against any student bodies who claims to fight for the unity of the Ummah and welfare of the students, instead has only gave empty sweet promises and delivering them.

The student body, whom have resorted to playing or perhaps maneuvered politics is the most unsettling manner, have on many occasions wrote on Aspirasi and latest PKPIM. i am not a member of PKPIM nor Aspirasi. i deny such affliations vehemently!!!
But, being a student here and having watched these arena, neither of these two groups have defame this particular student body.

I am not here to say that this 'student body" have not creadible leaders. By God, they do and some of them could work well. I have to speak fairly as I am a Muslim first and blogger second. However, attitudes and approaches towards unhealthy poltics should not be the avenue or even a path we students in UIA opt to take.

Ponder upon this, we read and learnt many scholarly articles on being at the very least a Muslim with value. What is the point of winning if we loose our value? is it that worthwhile just for the sake of winning, backbitting, letters of defamation and dirty politics are to inter-twain? perhaps it is to some, but then again it is the fight for students that is important not fighting them!!!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

The sorrow can be hard to bear, but the fact that friends let us down is something we all have to cope with"Long live love, our best friend, Fernando. Raise your glass and propose a toast to it, to love, Fernando. Play the melody and a sing a song of happiness. Long live love, Fernando"the fateful night we crossed the Rio Grande"

Francisco I. Madero

Madero set out campaigning across the country and everywhere he was met by tens of thousands of cheering supporters. Finally, in June 1910, the Porfirian regime had him arrested in Monterrey and sent to a prison in San Luis Potosí. Approximately 5,000 other members of the Anti-Reelectionist movemnt were also jailed. Francisco Vázquez Gómez took over the nomination, but during Madero's time in jail, Díaz was "elected" as president with an electoral vote of 196 to 187.

Madero's father used his influence with the state governor and posted a bond to gain Madero the right to move about the city on horseback during the day. On October 4, 1910, Madero galloped away from his guards and took refuge with sympathizers in a nearby village. He was then smuggled across the U.S. border, hidden in a baggage car by sympathetic railway workers.

Madero set up shop in San Antonio, Texas, and quickly issued his Plan of San Luis Potosí, which had been written during his time in prison, partly with the help of Ramón López Velarde. The Plan proclaimed the elections of 1910 null and void, and called for an armed revolution to begin at 6 p.m. on November 20, 1910, against the illegitimate presidency/dictatorship of Díaz. At that point, Madero would declare himself provisional President of Mexico, and called for a general refusal to acknowledge the central government, restitution of land to villages and Indian communities, and freedom for political prisoners.

On November 20, 1910, Madero arrived at the border and planned to meet up with 400 men raised by his uncle Catarino to launch an attack on Ciudad Porfirio Díaz (modern-day Piedras Negras, Coahuila). However, his uncle showed up late and brought only ten men. As such, Madero decided to postpone the revolution. Instead he and his brother Raúl (who had been given the same name as his late brother) traveled incognito to New Orleans, Louisiana.

In February 1911 he entered Mexico and led 130 men in an attack on Casas Grandes, Chihuahua. He spent the next several months as the head of the Mexican Revolution. Madero successfully imported arms from the United States, with the American government under William Howard Taft doing little to halt the flow of arms to the Mexican revolutionaries. By April, the Revolution had spread to eighteen states, including Morelos where the leader was Emiliano Zapata.
Corrido sheet music celebrating the entry of Francisco Madero into Mexico City in 1911.

On April 1, 1911, Porfirio Díaz claimed that he had heard the voice of the people of Mexico, replaced his cabinet, and agreed to restitution of the lands of the dispossessed. Madero did not believe Díaz and instead demanded the resignation of President Díaz and Vice President Ramón Corral. Madero then attended a meeting with the other revolutionary leaders – they agreed to a fourteen-point plan which called for pay for revolutionary soldiers; the release of political prisoners; and the right of the revolutionaries to name several members of cabinet. Madero was moderate, however. He believed that the revolutionaries should proceed cautiously so as to minimize bloodshed and should strike a deal with Díaz if possible. In May, Madero wanted a ceasefire, but his fellow revolutionaries Pascual Orozco and Francisco Villa disagreed and went ahead with an attack on Ciudad Juárez. The revolutionaries won this battle decisively and on May 21, 1911, the Treaty of Ciudad Juárez was signed.

Under the terms of the Treaty of Ciudad Juárez, Díaz and Corral agreed to resign by the end of May 1911, with Díaz's Minister of Foreign Affiars, Francisco León de la Barra, taking over as interim president solely for the purpose of calling general elections.

This first phase of the Mexican Revolution thus ended with Díaz leaving for exile in Europe at the end of May 1911. On June 7, 1911, Madero entered Mexico City in triumph where he was greeted with huge crowds shouting "Viva Madero!

Friday, January 16, 2009

No Unity if there is Chinese School

First of all, let me make myself clear, I am not a racist. But,the talk on National School and vocational ought to be discussed with an open mind, after all, the people demand everyone to have an open mind.

National School is the only way to achieve unity( this includes Islamic School). Having vocational will only hinder this. We are not suppressing the rights of Dong Jiao Zhong or any other bodies and races, but claiming to have 50 years of Independence and yet we find not all Malaysian could speak fairly in Bahasa Malaysia very alarming and distressing. On a more strong tone, humiliating. It is sad and despicable to be called a Malaysian and yet know not how to speak the national language.

It is therefore, imperative to have only national schools where other races could learn their mother tongue through extra classes. Putting a ban or total shut on vocational school will bar the other races to speak their dialects. But, the fact of the matter is, this is the way for unity and again having 50 years of freedom still the sense of racism still in the air and and racial segregation is not making this country any better.

Henceforth, injecting 50 mill to chinese schoool is not a good move. in fact, this money ought and perhaps must be injected to National Schools as the students here deserve better facilities and educational 'utilities' .

Thursday, January 15, 2009

50 million for Chinese Schools , Zero initiative for Bahasa Malaysia

Earlier, in his speech, Najib said Malaysia practised the concept of “democratisation of education,” in which everyone should be given a minimum 11 years of quality school education.

He added that Malaysia was unique as unlike Indonesia or Thailand, Malaysians could choose his or her own type of school to go to.

“While this presents its own set of challenges and complexities, the basis of educational democracy is strong,” he added.

Is it really necessary to fund Chinese school? Perhaps funding it weighs more than defending our national language. If fund can be made towards Chinese school why it is nearly impossible to maintain the learning of Science and Mathematics in Bahasa Malaysia. Why scrap of Malay literature from the syllabus? Is it wise for for a political party championing to fight for the Malays but have instead take off the national language from schools and have taken initiative to fund non-national schools. This is to me not a good step towards national integration and unity. PONDER upon this...

Wednesday, January 14, 2009


Cry freedom
With a quiet voice
Cry freedom
And rejoice.

Cry freedom
See the purest light
Cry freedom
With fresh sight.

Cry freedom
With a gentle will
Cry freedom
And be still.

Cry freedom
Till your heart does ache
Cry freedom
And awake.

Cry freedom
With a quiet voice
Cry freedom
And rejoice.

got anything bloggable out there? by Zuhairy Fauzy. A blog filled with rubbish and merely rubbish

I have pity on the author who has taken a very liberate approach and has lost perhaps most of his senses. And, oh yes, his quality of being sensible not to forget.

Such audacity is not to be admired at all and his blatant statements manifested with error ought to be criticized nevertheless. However, a point has to be noted that the author has not lost his sense of empathy.

Yes, i would agree it had been 60 years but in those 60 years how many Muslim leaders were there as to protect the rights of the Palestinians. Being a reader of law, he ought to also know that a fine reader ought to get his facts right. Putting forth a claim without substantiating it with facts and evidences and past records is rather unorthodox and unbecoming. This portray that the author merely knows how to talk but then again empty vessel does make the most noise.

History has shown that there was a time there is peace in Palestine. And in fact there was much of Palestine as a country before than it is now.

Yes, the pain and suffering still continue to exist, but shouldn't the author being now a graduate from a law faculty, use his mental reasoning ( presuming it still works) to give comments and legal thoughts on the present issue. Shame on you blogger.

On a more insolent tone. i would say the author@Mr Rubbish has to know the very sense of what prayers are and what having faith is. On a more professional scale, i believe the author due too unforeseen reasons has lost his thinking faculty and merely writes without taking into account the present issue of Palestine at hand.

My last words are again Shame on you Mr. Rubbish